Is it Normal?

   I always prefer to be silent. i am a good listener, though i tend to fake it sometimes, but in most cases i am silent since i dont know how to speak. Speak in the sense of relaying what i truly feel. Is Silence a defense? No, i often wonder why am i not blessed with this power or talent or skill to Speak out. Im not really good at it. I dont make sense when i speak that is why i just don't react sometimes.

  My husband and I are totally opposite, he is really good when he speaks, and i don't. And that is where we often misunderstood each other since he doesn't know what i feel, not knowing that i already realize everything that he said. Well one thing's for sure though im not good at speaking at least i do well in acting what i feel. 

 But i still don't know why i am created this way,  is this a talent? Am i normal?