Unnotice. i use to like that status in life. No pressure, nothing to be scared of , to be ashamed of, just live my own way. but i guess it does not just go that way, 'somewhere along the road' theres always something to either lift or put you down. and as long as you breathe, you have to face it every single day, and it shapes your personality.

      I remember one time in my life, i was in school, it is a cloudy afternoon, sweet rain pour out gently, i was looking outside, everybody seem so busy, literally busy since it is cleaning time,  i was  staring at one unknown  plant on a not so beautiful landscaped garden, raindrops keep falling on its leaves making it sway gracefully, and some drops stay as if it wanted to last and never fall down the ground, i am captured from that serenity and unknowingly hummed the famous 'Bridge over troubled water' and time seem to stop around me. it almost took over my senses when finally someone shouted at me to move out since they cannot mop the mess on my post. i dont know how to end it anyway so thanks for the sour interruption!

    But anyway when i think about it i just remember this "inner peace" thingy that as if energize me, awaken my aura and felt like peace all over. Unnoticed most of the time but an inspiration to those who stop and appreciate.and i bet everyone can do that but boils down to a matter of choice and as all inspiring messages like, i described myself like that plant, it grows, it withers and eventullay die. it grows and no one can stop, and with growing comes joy, peace, faith, and most of all love. It withers, but it live standing through it all, then last leaf fall, it ends, will still end...